DISCLAIMER I HAVE NOT SHARED THIS BLOG WITH MY FORMER OR CURRENT COWORKERS OR ANY OF MY FORMER OR CURRENT NEIGHBORS
I was wondering about something. My ex neighbor who could be heard all over the place because she was so loud, used to tell all the other neighbors I didn’t talk to her. Makes me wonder what other lies she told because I did talk to her. I was almost forced to talk to her. She was always outside watching me. The minute I opened my door she was outside. She made me late for work and would get annoyed because I needed to go to work instead of holding a conversation with her. Yeah…did she even work? Sometimes I would sit in my car, and talk on my phone because she was waiting like a vulture. I know she could hear me because when I was upset about something I would go outside and she was asking me questions. She especially seemed to be more nosy around the time before the break in and after the break in. She wanted to know about something important to me. She even got mad because I would go out with my friends. Not sure why though. I didn’t know her and my friends didn’t know her, plus she had a young baby. No. I don’t think someone with a child should leave them alone so they can hang out with someone. She even got offended because I wouldn’t take her grocery shopping right then. I had some where to be. So it makes me wonder if the other neighbors believed the lies and if they did, what kind of things would they have done? How much danger was I in?
So any way. I’ve been really inspired by a lot of things lately. Yeah let’s say crafts, giving, and living. I’ve been doing something I’ve done before, but a lot better at it now, and I’m seeing wonderful results. So hopefully I’ll keep it up.
I miss some things and well.
By the way. Yes I talk about death. I think I’ve been near death a lot in my life. I’m pretty sure someone was going to kill me at some point for something stupid. I’ve had several things happen to me that I should not be here and for that I thank God and Jesus for. Still death is final and it’s dark and it’s something that you try not to think about, but sometimes you can’t help it. Plus I’ve seen death a many of times. I’ve watched people die. I’ve watch the life drain out of someone. So yeah, death isn’t pretty. We all know we are going to die some day, we don’t know when and we don’t know how. So yeah get upset when I talk about death and have a conversation out loud so I can hear you. Maybe I’ll comment on it. :)
Mental Disorders are very much something people refuse to deal with. People think the person is faking or wanting attention, but that’s not true. If you ever seen someone who’s attempted suicide, then you would know better. If you ever ask someone who has known someone who has they never knew it was coming.
Any way. Later.